Well, I'll start with the good news. I'm typing from my "new" used Mac PowerBook G4 sitting in my lap. I has a battery in it. That right there beats my Dell in half. But that's mostly where my joy has ended. I've found myself sitting in Toronto, with dirty snow around me, in a funk. It's not fun.
What's more frustrating is finding and internship. Nothing is coming together. I'm in the second round for the NGA internship in Washington, DC. But, as for all the rest, I'm getting mostly "No"s and "Maybe"s. It's rather work hard and I disheartening. No one seems to want to believe in me. How can I prove myself if no one believes in me? It's making me second guess myself and my own abilities. It's hard to explain without including the email, but since it embarrasses me too much to just post online like, if you ask me for it, I would send it you...maybe. The entire ordeal to find an internship has taken a toll on me and I'll be happy when it's all worked out. But, that's still a long road to go.
My mom came down last night for her birthday with Aunt Mary. I took them to the Keg Mansion along with Troy and Shannon. It was a lot of fun, even though I've had a cold. The steak there was AMAZING. And so were my mashed potatoes. All in all, it was a great night and they left too soon. So, I've spent the rest of my day playing Wii (which if you haven't tried it yet, you definitely need to, especially Wii Sports). And will continue to after I finish this entry. Which, would be right now, Shannon is waiting for me to play.
1 comment:
*hugs*
good luck with the internships! and, who knows, maybe you'll end up in DC and i'll actually get to hang out with you!
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